Live sucks - chapter 5

Holy crap. I may be pregnant. My parents gonna kill me. Shit, shit ,shit... I'm only sixteen, I don't want to have a baby yet. But I can't abort the pregnancy, can I? No, I don't want to be responsible for the death of my own baby. I have to talk to someone and... where is Sam actually?

Does Sam still love me??? - chapter 4

I don't know what I've done wrong. The last time Sam has become so rude. We don't see each other every day and when he comes over he don't say very much. Maybe it's because of my parents. Yeah, I think that's it. They invited Sam for lunch and it was horrible. They think that Sam is stupid and not good enough for me. It's certainly only a phase of Sam. In a few days or weeks he will become normal. Hopefully it's not too long, because it makes me sick, when he is unhappy! Is it possibly that I can feel his pain? Beccause if he's unhappy I'm too, if he's happy I'm too! There's such a big connection between us it's so wonderful.

...breath-taking ! - chapter 3

Sam is great. I'm so crazy about him, that it's like I can't breath, when we're are separate. Actually we're together the most time, so I'm very happy. He don't want to have only sex, like my ex-boyfreinds did. He wants to talk to me, he wants to get to know me. My favourite quality of him is, that he is honest, he says his opinion. But the best is that he also feels so, he also want to be together only with me! At one time he said that the whole day is waiting when he isn't with me, even the way to me is waiting. He's so cute. :)

He's sooo brilliant ♥ - chapter 2

The first time Sam looked at me, I tought he was like these boys, who only look at my outward appearance. So when we started talking I begun to make fun of him. But then it happend something, that was new to me. He finished our conversation, instead he wanted to go and talk to his mum. I found this idea silly, but then he said why he wanted to do that, because I treated him bad. Okay maybe he was right, but he treated me like all the ohter boys have already done. So I did what I always do. In the few minutes when I sat alone on the sofa, I tought of Sam. He was maybe not like the other guys. I decided to give him a second chance. After some minutes of talking we arranged that we would go to the cinema the next day. When Sam and his mum were gone I remembered that he hasn't got my mobile phone number. So I ran after Sam. The next day I waited that he call me, so I was happy when he did. Actually we wanted to go the cinema but then we ended up in a restaurant. I said him that I wanted to become a model, but later I felt stupid about that. Then we went to my house. And we talked about having sex but later I realized that he didn't want to have sex. He was ready to go but the I begun to cry, because I felt stupid and ridiculous about this conversation of modeling. He stayed and pulled his arms around me. He wanted to console me. And so it happened, that we had sex.