Sam is lost. - chapter 8

Okay now I'm really worried about Sam. Where is he? Even his mother called me and asked whether Sam is with me. But he isn't. So did he only ran away or has he been kidnapped. I think he ran away, because this is normal for him. As I had seen the day before. Maybe he wants to be alone for some days and want to think about the situation. I don't think that he want to keep away for ever. He couldn't do that, could he?! I hope he is only confused and that he comes round the next days. It's so unfair he wants to run, so he did, and I?! I can't simply run away, how? Yeah I know it's unpossibly. But I need someone to talk to and Sam is the only one person who knows that I'm pregnant. Okay correct myself. He doesn't even know that I'm pregnant. Fuck you Sam!

Sam the chicken! - chapter 7

Where is Sam?! Why did he run away and left me alone with the pregnancy test? He is so irresponsible. What kind of a childhood is it when I have to say to our child, that his dad isn't here when it's getting serious. Maybe it's better when our child only grow up by me and not by us both. But that's not fair, because it was our both mistake. What should I do? I think it's the best when I go and visit Sam the next day. We have to talk to each other! Quickly! Because I'm so scared and desperate, don't know what to do. Talk to my parents? Alone?! It's suicide!

I can't read his mind ! - chapter 6

Live is weird, because I wanted to become a model and Sam didn't want to be together with me. Now we're parents and live together in my room. But sometimes Sam don't behave like a father. For example the night before: We woke up because Roof cried. And Sam?! It was his turn, but he stayed in bed! So I had to explain, what he had to do, to calm Roof down. The next day he didn't behave much better. I know that he don't want to be a father and that he don't want to be together with me. But it was our both fault and konw we have to live with the consequences. Even though so he don't want to be a father he still loves me ( hopefully ) and with being father he will get used to it!