Now it comes out! - chapter 9

So I talked to Sam. I wasn't that cool or funny to say 'Congratulations you're going to be a father. Actually one of the youngest father of the world'. No. I started crying even he hadn't opened the door and I think he did imagine what that meant because he wasn't very surprised, when I said that I'm pregnant. I'm glad Sam stayed cool enough not to cry or to freak out because this calm me a little bit down. And he didn't freak out, when I said that I want to keep the baby. I wondered because I expected he would.But that's a thing I've already made my decision. I can't kill my own baby, it's already a human being. And I don't think , that you would go and kill your parents or your siblings, wouldn't you? And he accepts this, even he wouldn't keep the baby. I was too chicken to say my parents, that I'm pregnant and I asked Sam if we could do it together. So it comes that we talked to my parents the next day. And to make a long story short they weren't very thrilled. No, they weren't! They freaked out, but I can't blame them for that. And then we went all together to say it Sam's mum. And she?! She tried to persuade me to abort. But I can't. I can't. I can't! Why can't they accept this? I know that they're worried about Sam's and my future. But I still want to finish school. I know I can handle it!