When I was pregnant I thought, that things were going to happen differently.
For example:
- I would live together with Sam.
- Sam would also take some responsibility.
- I would be happy with my life! :(
But the truth is that we don't live together and Sam isn't really interested in me or his son! Yeah, I know ... shit happened! Sometimes he comes round to see Rufus. Like today. I've asked him to take Roof to his jab, but he seemed so confused. To be honest I'm scared of Roof when he's out with his dad. Because Sam doesn't really look after him. Last time they were together I could take Roof to hospital! Yeah I know that doesn't sounds very good. Isn't it funny that my dad thought people like Sam or his family would never go to college? He expected that I would go for sure. Now Sam goes to college and I have no good education. It's not that I'm jealous! No, I never wanted to go to college. And I love Roof - I love him so much! But it's that, that Sam is free. He has only the responsibility of himself. But I'm responsible for the two of us. Rufus and me. But I hope Sam is fine. I still love him. He's still part of my life!
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